Lady Gaga早前在纽约麦迪逊广场的演唱会,获HBO电视台全程跟进拍摄,并将于稍后时间以纪录片形式播放。近日,网上便流传一段Gaga在后台接受HBO访问的片段,可见Gaga一边化妆一边谈及她成名经过,当说到激动之处时,她更忍不住爆粗及落泪:「虽然我已走红,但有时候我仍觉得自己好失败。」Gaga又表示,她不时催眠自己是一名超级巨星,希望能满足所有Fans对她的要求;但这样子却令她背负沉重压力,担心自己随时会被这份不安情绪摧毁。
来自ladygaga贴吧的翻译:
想到那么多人都想要阻止我很难过,后来想到只要我的粉丝理解,我才不管别人怎么样,我只想让我的fans无畏勇敢。
只是有时候我仍觉得自己是个失败者,不敢想象我为什么这样,身边都是保镖而我仍觉得自己是高中时候那个失败的我。我得振作,我得每天早上告诉自己我是个superstar,这样才能熬过一天,这样才能成为我的fans需要我成为的人但有时我仍觉得人们想要毁掉我,可是我不能被毁掉,我不能被毁掉,我也不会被毁掉,你也永远不可能把我毁掉,你也永远不可能毁掉我的fans王国。
我就是觉得我得抗争,为那些依赖我的孩子,为那些和我感受一样的孩子们。
每次想到人们都不知道我有多真实和诚实,我就感到非常受伤。因为他们看到假发红唇他们就直接把我否定了,他们都不会去理解。
对不起……我只是想为他们(fans)成为queen,但有时我不觉得自己是……这已经不再是为了我自己要成为赢家,我要为了他们所有人成为赢家……
真主请给予我力量。让我为了他们而不是自己成为赢家,让我使周围的人而非我自己变得强大,因为他们是天赐的礼物。我的天赋不是自我崇拜,是崇拜他人。请让我坚强,请让我知道自己的力量,请让我勇敢,上帝请给我勇气,请不要让我妥协于那些糟糕的感受,不要让我丢掉自己的安全感,请让我为了舞台上的所有人唱歌跳舞活着呼吸着,为了舞台上所有舞者乐队,为了音乐,为了你。阿门。
本次演唱会曲目列表
Act I: NYC
01. Jumping Film
02. "Dance In the Dark"
03. "Glitter and Grease"
04. "Just Dance"
05. "Beautiful, Dirty, Rich"
06. "The Fame"
Act II: Tube
07. Puke Film
08. "LoveGame"
09. "Boys Boys Boys"
10. "Money Honey"
11. "Telephone"
12. "Speechless"
13. "You and I"
14. Twister Film
15. "So Happy I Could Die"
Act III: Central Park
16. Antler Film
17. "Monster"
18. "Teeth"
19. "Alejandro"
20. Monster Film (Manifesto of Little Monsters)
21. "Poker Face"
Act IV: The Monster Ball
22. Apocalyptic Film
23. Борьба с Paparazzo ("Paparazzi"
24. "Bad Romance"
25. "Born This Way"
26. Fan Film
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